Iam pissed lyke crazy ...
Sunday, May 11, 2008
7:20 AM
Today is the day where i realise that in this world not every boi is like my dj hrmmm......i mean i do miss him badly but i put up this brave facing saying that iam not least bothered about him.
But the truth is simple things like passing by subway where me and him first ate on our first date triggers those wonderfull memories i had with him event though we onli held hands ....I felt that i was emotionally attached to him alreadi ...But then alas fate sperated us on our ways and he became a sucessfull dj and i am still a normal school girl who is trying to enjoy her damn lyfe...But the only thing i hope for him is that he has a good life wherever he is no matter what he does and he lives long....But one another thing that really affected my life today was when i was hit with the real truth that boys will always be boys and not all brothers are the same to... God i wonder why it took so long to realise it man that this is the bare fact..
But whatever it is iam so pissed for god knows what reason
so i dedicate this poem to the people iam pissed with
here it goes
I loved life
Life loved me
Than one day it turned on me
I became confused why this would have happened
And thought it was my fault
Than i realised that whatever i did was to make people happy
And when my duty was over i turned back to who i really was and that would be that girl who was in the corner
written by
nandy
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
YOUR NAME! NaNdY pAcKsAm
Loyang secondary, 4e2, art club, !