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Well you now what first there was bullying than there was cyber-bullying than now there is text message bullying ...... welll you guys might be wondering what the hell iam talking about ...
Well this is what happened in school i was like in chracter development lesson where we reflect on some issues right than i get this freaking sms from divya's phone ok it was like pretty much rude i was actually quite pissed after reading the smses but i managed to control myself and some how sent nice smses back can you beleive i was seriously fuming inside i felt like telling them get lost you ....... all the bad words were about to come out from my mouth my deear friend wanlin was like can i sms them ack all the bad words because she was angry with them what a true friend ......I guess only some of us whom we think we know very well at the very end backstab us ....But the peole whom we expect to even to look at us actually help us at the time of need ......Hmmmm what a wonderful damned world right ok than signing of Nandy

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ஐயோ thank god is the weekend i could not take it anymore iam like a survivor seriously tutions , tutorials , cca , competitions , interviews i seriously thought i was a goner i was having a temprature of 37.5 to 37.6 all week if iam not wrong i was actually was having a temperature .... cool huh ... Oh yeah than there was good things like my mum bought me a new phone which is like a shaker phone wait have i mentioned it .....hmmmm i wonder than my mum also bought me contact lenses they are grey in colour cool huh...than thats about it ... you know i really feel that iam a blessed child seriously if i took a day to count my blessings i think i got more blessings than bad luck so cool ...But it makes me wonder how about the poor children in other countries how they cope i guess they get only one meal a day and for toys they play with skulls of dead people and for education they dont even get anything hmmm. and me iam thinking that going to school i s a bore my my iam really a pampered child a spoilt brat in fact hmmm... i had this little wish since i was young to help the poor set up education centres for them feed them with alot of food and oh yeah alot of new clothes new well equipped houses with good toilets and every month they have health check-ups oh yeah free supply of medical supply oh yeah and not forgetting clean supply of water i really want to do all this for the poor people and make them the same status as me so that they wont be labeled as poor people you know that outcast system that still some people follow curse them ....

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Today I went out with my mum after her work today at around 6 o'clock and I like went to tampines mall and century square did some window shopping like my mum bought some shoes for herself and almost bought this skirt for me at fashion labs so I like pratically dragged her away from the boutique woah I was so not in the mood for shopping today but yeah i was pratically dragged about as I really didnt have much of a choice later at around 8 pm we went to the subway to have a light dinner of a 6 inch subway sandwhich i had the subway melt while my mum had the veggie delight as she was like veggie .... like duh isnt it obvious well yeah the main purpose of me visting tampines mall today was because i wanted to look for colured contact lens but sadly the optics was closed by the time we reached there as we took to long to eat....hehehe yep basically that was my day oh yeah i met my friend bhairavi

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Yay yesterday I bought a new laptop it is a sony vaio cool huh it cost me $1699 cool huh ...

Than today I managed to connect to the internet and i must say sony vaio is a cool laptop i love it well it is black in colour

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ஐயோ tomorro must go school again what the hell well what can i say education is important rite anyone would agree with me i mean without education humans are nothing and compared to the society from 10 years till now there has been alot of technology advances and that is why education is important....So how much i mumble and grumble i still have to go to school yep... school it is

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Everyone in this world have their good and bad days right well today is my second best day yep... well it was all thanks to my parents .My dad worksplace had this family day thing in mandai zoo so i was so like eager to go .. we left the house early like 9 but i live in tampines so i thought it will take me one hour to reach there or something but my father like race driver reach there in 25 mins it was like totally a record we even got a place to park in that alreadi overcrowded place ..So me as being alreadi veri excited got down from the car and started walking to the entrance and my parents like trailed behind hehehe...When we went in i like went into the souvenir shop and was looking around the shop when this little 8 inch polar bear soft toy caught my attentioni was like freaking attracted to it so my mum so my enthausim for the toy and she bought it for me and guess how much it cost her 15 dollars thts alot for a small soft toy like that..Than we went in to the zoo we went to the tent area to collect our lunch so we could like munch on it later so i was like looking at the food they were giving and it was kind of revolting so i requested dad to change one of the meal packs to a kfc meal cool rite they have kfc so i like at tht for lunch afterwhich i went to see the white tiger , baboon(which has big red butt),pygmy hippo crocodile,loads of monkeys who reminded me of some people hahaha... oh yeah orang utans tooo... I badly wanted to see the snakes especially the rattle snakes but my mum said there was no time so we like went out on the way out there was a ben and jerry shop ice-cream palour there so i like begged my mum for an ice-cream and we like bought a waffle dish with there scoops two chocolate flavours one rasberry flavour with chocolate fudge and
m n m toppings ummmm...yummy me mum and dad shared the whole ice-cream and we like enjoyed it to the core yep...After we went back happily i went to visit my friends for a short while and than rushed home because we had mass for my grandma as it was her death annivesary was suppose to be a solemn occasion but i was making everyone laugh ...hehehe
And than we went to my cuzins house had more fun there had a scrumptious dinner there and i like came back now only and iam totally blogging what happened to this very minute and today was the second best day of my life as i get to spend it with my parents , friends and cuzins cool huh.....well my the best day in my life was in june on my birthday and it is thanks to my brothers dinesh and thiagu love you to the core without you my life would have sucked even more thanks for making my 15th birthday a heavenly one god bless you guys for ur good souls

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Hmmm today is one of the days that will really change my mind on my mother tongue and its teacher its a day i will never forget as long i live ...This is most probably the day when i really wish i died or something ....Its almost like a war between me and my teacher ... Well ok let me start of from the beginning which was from yesterday me and my fellow dear classmates thanusha, bhavani, revathi,sinthu and some other lower sec pupils went for a tamil composition writting competition so like half of us were actually were forced into this competition as there was very little tamil express students in our level ...and so we all went to the other school which was like only a few blocks away from our school some of us were actually pratically dragging our feets there....So finally the damn competiton started and we were versing other schools as well and the teacher from the other school actually sabotaged us while mr.selvaraj wasnt in the room he told all the pupils that were in the room that if they did not wish to write or even partcipate in the competition than by all means just be quiet and not to make any noise and disturb the other partcipants who were writting that was actually clear cut sabotaging which i didnt realise till mr.selvaraj actually pointed it out to us today so well back to the story than revathi who was sick at that point of time only managed to write six lines which i think was alreadi good alreadi so i was like actually supporting her in class not only me but in fact the whole class was actually supporting her because we actually felt it was right ... So the teacher was actually furious with us and especially me i have no hells idea what he has against me well actually there was this time i actually did comment on his class that it kinda sucks and the tamil in me was actualy being killed hehehe ....So from that day he has actually being pin pointing my every single mistake to me yep so i was basically being pushed around in the class by him so one day i could take it no longer that i actually burst out and that day happened to be today ...Yep.. today was that day i took my stand he actually was quite sarcastic towards me after he finished of with revathi he was actually pin pointing that my tamil was bad enough and i had no rights to comment on his lessons thats what he ironically meant so i was like freaking pissed that i almost cried.But my mum always told me to never cry infront of my enemies so i was likes trying not to cry but at the same time i was not going to give in without a fight .. so i he told us today's lesson would be on career option and it would be very dry so i like kinda voiced out to actually take revenge muahahaha ...
i actually stated that if he found the lesson very boring why dont he ask the students opinions on career options and make the lesson more interesting and guess what my teacher was actually astounded hahaha .....Thats what i call ஆப்பு hahaha

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Well our wonder full Tamil teacher Mr.Selvaraj actually mentioned to the class giving us a last minute reminder that today was the composition writing competition and guess what i wasn't even prepared for it ... it was so absent minded of me ......So like i was freakin out because i didn't even prepare for the competition that i even planned of not going to school that day .But in the night i thought over it if a soldier who isnt even prepared for war fights in the war for his country and battles till his last breath what different am i from that soldier... well accept the fact that i use my brains and he uses his brawn's hahaha.... And not only that if iam already backing out from a simple competition like this what if in the future I even back from making a life descision so I made up my mind that very fatefull nite that i would go for the competiton even if iam unprepared i would least have the honour of representing my school and do you guys know i was freaking sick at that day i was not at all well i went at 6 in the morning and only returned only at about 7 in the evening thats how long i survived my sickness ....Im like freaking exhausted right now ...ok nitess

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You know what every time I like tell that I want to go to the red house its either my friends stop me or I don't end up going after all .... This is so friggin annoying because I am actually not afraid of ghosts after I came back from India God knows why iam like that.... But all those rumours actually do instill a fear in me I mean its like there is alot of rumours speculating around and based on my own experiences obviously i feel the rumours are real..... But the thing is I don't want to go there and fight the ghosts and chase them from their resting place its not that iam so cruelness right...OK Ok enough of ghosts.... Hmmm ok well one more thing to add have a feeling it might be life risking if i go alone what if a snake bites me who is gonna rescue me hmmm.... dont tell me Hancock is it hahahaha....Well i think i should drop the matter of the fabulous red house for now ok the topic is officially dropped for the time being

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All this months I have been visiting the red house which as many people whom have claimed is haunted ....Hmm I do say it is a eerie place where ppl feel threatned but yet at time s when it is raining i feel like going there myself and sit there i dont know i guess the lonliness just overwelms me ....

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There is this freaking program called behind closed doors its local t.v show well basically it is a good show as it educates the public on social economic and etc.. kind of issues and one of the friggin issues they mentioned was abt sister brother getting married to each other ... well i do agree thats way out of control and way freaky but from my point of view i think certain things are decent enough to be displayed in public by brothers and sisters that only goes to show that they love each other as brother and sister ... First of all holding hands I know that is very common to see lovebird couples holding hands in public ...But if the same sceneario rises where a brother and sister hold hands together it may mean a thousand meanings like for example the brother might be over protective person in nature so when he goes into public with his sister he does want her to fall or even when crossing the road he doesnt want her to get knocked by a car or something or even there are some guys who preying on innocent girls and they are looking for a chance to touch them most probably the brothers are protecting the sisters from this kind of danger....But some people who are so fickle minded think very narrow mindedly....I mean a brother and sister's realationship is one of the purest realationship where there is no hidden meaning so what are people trying to imply nowadays if a brother holds his elder brother's hand he would be a gay i conclude this with saying of that this is a modern society we all understand but please dont judge a book by its cover.... As it may not be really what is seems and it might a gigantic mistake you make with u decisions and you might offend people with this kind of suggestions

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I have always wondered whether god existed or even was there a divine existence called god I mean every one prays to god...Rite ? Well i believe in god but still there is curiosity in every human rite obviously they will ask this question whether does god exist... But for me I say I believe in god no matter what anyone says to me because there are situations and things that science still cant explain and that's why it always leads me to believing in gods existence...
So like yeah also if god did appear in front of me this what i would say to him Dear God, a very big thank you for letting me being born into this wonderful world , but iam sorry that i was also a reason in destroying your planet i hope you forgive me ... the rest i kinda forgot so yeah this is what i would tell him if he ever appeared infront of me hahahehehe

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You know all along i have been thinking that adults are way elder than us and we must learn to respect them and listen to what they have to say, but as time goes by and as I get older i tend to realise that actually adults get immature when they get older . But yet they don't accept the fact they are immature and they continue to be very authoritative towards the younger ones and they don't give a shit about what the younger ones like me have to say they damn hell know that their actions where wrong and when we try to point it out they just ignore us as if we are some sort of fly or something they just try to swat us away. But this kind of things hurt me . At the end of the day i feel like iam nobody and guess what iam 15 already and yet iam still being treated like a small kid . But what they dont realise i have started to realise the inner character in me the real me...

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oh my i hate my enemies to the core they like think they are the rulers of this world but they dont even reach up to my toe oh my i am like freaking angry but u knw i cant go up to them and just punch their face can i its like i will be uncivillised and all they are a load of lameos whom dont know where to put their sorry asses how abt in the detention room hahaxxx... But i told my U.K friend and he wrote this nice song for me

here it goes ...
nandy is the great one run demon runshes got it all and u got none chicken in the bread panpickin out dough your town's a joke and your mom's a ho!!!!
its kind a vulgar but it does realli cheers me up hehee

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You know many people ask me what i want to be when i grow up basically what is my future career be and i answer them i wanna be a movie director and guess what is their damn reaction they laugh at me yep.. they laugh at me ...Iam totally like what the ... I mean seriously whats wrong in being a movie director why do they have to give such a big friggin reaction u mean woman in todays society cant be whatever they want to be is it ... and what talents do i lack that i cant be a movie director u know all this doctor lawyer careers have so much oof a dull tone in them wearing those tie coat and discpline is always observed and all tht thing all this kills the life and colour in me lyke duh iam a loud personality sort of person i need a job where i can unleash my creativity and my imagination and so thus i decided to choose movie directing as one of my career options so ppl next time i say i wanna be a movie director dont laugh at me

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hmmm.... its been 21 days since i returned back from my trip in india and i miss my brothers to the core yet i still knw i have to move on and study as nothing is permenant in life and changes are common in life i just have to get use to it that is what my brother dinesh said i mean obviously my brothers also must have missed me 1 percent but u knw guys all put the brave face ,act macho infront of the girls dont dare show their emotions i mean it generally all guys are like that haha ... i just recently watched the movie WANTED the movie which Angelina Jolie acts in woah she is realli sexy even though she is like getting old .... hmmmm all of this actor and actress most probably go for facials every single second in their life or inject themseleves with some crack or something i dont knw i never bother to find out because i shall always stick to organic stuff its good for my skin u knw they are natural hrmmsss ... well anyway i dont really care abt them as i dont knw what is their true personality u knw until i realli meet them in real life and all tht

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